"What's bothering you, Meg?"

I often don't know what I'm feeling. I'm the type of person where, when somethings bothering me, 9 times out of 10 I won't know why. I don't know if that means somethings wrong with me, or if there's other people out there saying the same thing. But that's the issue. And the times I actually do know, I find it extremely difficult to express it to someone. I don't open up easily. It's hard for me to talk about certain things. When I do, I usually end up stammering, repeating myself, or my voice will give out. I find it hard to find the words I want to say, and so I usually sound silly or stupid. So, I have a tendency to shut everything up inside, keep it to myself, and it usually makes me become upset and angry. This is one of my biggest problems. Actually, most people might find this surprising, because I'm so out-going and talkative. But, believe it or not, I struggle with this, and I have for my whole life. But I am trying my best to open up more, and talk to people easily. I'm not really sure why I decided to share all of this with you. I couldn't sleep one night, and I went on a writing rampage in my bedroom. The above text was one of my random writings. lol

Summer

I am very excited for Summer. As are most people when it gets to be around this time of year. It seems like every year, People get so hyped up about Summer. "Oh, can't wait for summer to finally be here!" "Summer is coming!!" I find it amusing, and it makes me happy to see everyone so excited and hopeful. ... for me, I'm not sure what this Summer has in store for me. There are so many things happening that I'm not sure I'll be able to be apart of. Which is kind of sad, but I'm still excited. Excited to see what God will teach me and put in my life to help me grow in Him. This Summer, I resolve to be in His word more, to really think about what he has to say to me. To be in Prayer, and just to love Him.

With my whole heart I seek you.
Let me not wander from your commandments.
I have stored up your word in my heart, that I
might not sin against you.
Psalm 119:10-11

My desire

Maybe I should start with why I decided to start blogging. Inspiration. Simply that. I read a lot of other people's blogs, and I enjoy reading them. So, I write this blog, in hopes that other people will read it and enjoy it. But even if they don't, I'd be fine with that. Because I'm also writing because I like to. Actually, I never used to like to write, mainly because I'm not what you would call an amazing writer. Truth be told, I suck. But I'm learning.
This blog will, I guess, be about me and my life. The title "To God be the Glory" indicates my primary goal in my life. I live my life, trying to Glorify God. Because He is the one who gave me life, He is my everything. Without His love and grace I wouldn't be here writing all this. So all my gratitude goes to Him.
I love photography. I enjoy taking pictures. I take pictures of mostly everything. Nature, People, etc. I love taking pictures of God's creation. When I take pictures of His handiwork, I stand in complete awe. Maybe that's why I enjoy it so much. My God is unfathomable. So, I might put some of my pictures on this blog as well.
So I guess we'll start there. We'll see how well its goes. I hope I'm interesting enough for ya'll. But who cares if I'm not. I'm happy with who I am.