"What's bothering you, Meg?"

I often don't know what I'm feeling. I'm the type of person where, when somethings bothering me, 9 times out of 10 I won't know why. I don't know if that means somethings wrong with me, or if there's other people out there saying the same thing. But that's the issue. And the times I actually do know, I find it extremely difficult to express it to someone. I don't open up easily. It's hard for me to talk about certain things. When I do, I usually end up stammering, repeating myself, or my voice will give out. I find it hard to find the words I want to say, and so I usually sound silly or stupid. So, I have a tendency to shut everything up inside, keep it to myself, and it usually makes me become upset and angry. This is one of my biggest problems. Actually, most people might find this surprising, because I'm so out-going and talkative. But, believe it or not, I struggle with this, and I have for my whole life. But I am trying my best to open up more, and talk to people easily. I'm not really sure why I decided to share all of this with you. I couldn't sleep one night, and I went on a writing rampage in my bedroom. The above text was one of my random writings. lol