Fearfully and Wonderfully Made

I'm the kind of person, where I care a lot about what people think of me. I'm afraid that I might offend someone, or annoy somebody ... and its kind of hindered me of just being myself. I've kind of trained myself to not do this or that.. even if that certain thing isn't wrong. Because I'm afraid somebody might not like what I'm doing, or... just become really annoyed. So, the more I think about this.. the more I realize... This is just messed up. Why would I try and be someone I'm not, just so that people approve of me. Seriously.. its stupid. So, I made a promise to myself.. that I wouldn't care! I just won't care what other people say or do. I'll be my own person, I'll do what I like, I'll say what I want to ... now, now, don't get this mixed up with something, like... rebellion. I'm not saying that I won't respect my parents, or just go out and rebel and get tattoos over every inch of my body, and Peirce my body in every possible place. No, that's not what my point is. What I'm saying is... God made me just the way he wants me to be. I'm a crazy person, that's that. I get hyper.. I laugh at everything... I punch people when I laugh... and, on occasion .. I do the voice. (haha, only certain people would know what that is. :P) .. That's who I am, and honestly.. I love who I am. My truest friends, are the people who really know who I am. But I never really open up to the other people. .. y'know? haha, but no! I'm not gonna care. I'm going to be who God made me. If you have a problem with it, I'm okay with it. Talk to me, tell me why. I am perfectly okay with talking to you about something. And I will listen and put it into account. I'm not perfect, I mess up.. so, tell me if what I'm doing is wrong, because I want to learn, and I will never stop learning!! That's what's so wonderful about this life, there is so much stuff to know about God, and his incredible creation. And I praise Him everyday. Yesterday, I chopped my hair off, and dyed it all blonde. ( My hair was below my shoulders and dark brown) And I understand that there will be those people who won't like it, or won't "approve" if you will. But, That's my personality, and I don't believe that I've really gone against any rule or law by doing so, I'm just expressing myself. haha, And I quite like it. :D So, I think this might be the starting point, of just being myself.. not being afraid of people. and just live my life, that God gave me to live.

Psalm 139:14
I will praise you, for I am fearfully and wonderfully made
Marvelous are your works, and that my soul knows very well.